Dear John,

I hope that you are ok. I myself need your expertise in the feelings category. I am more emotional than ever, I feel shut out like the entire world hates me. If you ever get this letter, please answer me. It feels like there’s no one there for me when I need them the most. I truly, deeply, importantly need your help!

I have no idea where this’ll get me but I have a feeling that it will change my life the most. You know how you said that you only have one chance to have it your way? Well, you’re absolutely right. I do have one chance and that chance, depends on what you think. If I have something I need to talk about, I want someone to be there for me who will understand me.

But without your help, I’m never going to make my life any better. I need someone who will actually take time and come to me. But as you once said, “How can I give if I don’t know what it is I’m giving? How can I give if I just don’t know how to give? How can I give love if love is something that I never had?” You see what I mean, I reflect upon the things that show how I feel everyday.

That’s why for the most part of it that I need your help. I never have been this emotional before. My dad already tried to help me but it didn’t work and my mom, well she didn’t help me at all and neither did my idiot sisters. I don’t know how I’ll manage without you. I need you.

Just try and if you succeed then you don’t have to worry anymore because you have already helped me the best that you could’ve and I’d really appreciate it too. You know that my great grandmother died like what? Eight years ago and now I still remember her funeral and I almost cried out in public at school, which is not normal for me.

I just need a friend, an ally, anybody who is willing to help me just as I help them. People think that they can just use me as a trouble-soaker-upper because I’m always giving people advice when they need it. For me on the other hand, I’ve got nobody to do that for me. And my dad tries but he doesn’t get it, my mom she just hates me and never leaves me alone.

I truly need you right now in this course of my life. I’m dying inside because of everyone’s pain stuck inside me instead of themselves. I hope that one day that there will be someone just as helpful as I waiting there in the road outside for me. Just like what I do for these people. And it doesn’t matter if I know them or not much because I just feel glad for those little minutes of time that I helped out that someone.

Please write back A.S.A.P. Sarah